Thursday, July 19, 2007

I got over you...i got rid of your memories. All the videos nd pics... nd ur mails.
Your number .... ur msgs.... everything associated with you.... almost.

The only thing that i cant get over is still left... left in my mind... the night u said that "YES"

Maybe i have a loads of frnz to help me get over u... but again... um just so alone within.


Just your YES i cant get over.....
i tried hard.. but it stayd...it stayed in my mind to make me remember everything i tried to forget.

Ah... i dunno wat i became...I feel just like that wish... that was never granted........ in ur luv...
I feel just like that wish... that was never granted....
seems i asked more than what i deserved... but then.. what did i ask at all?.. to leave me amidst... amidst all these circumstances... that saw me all changed?

These wounds u gave me... they have healed... almost....

But your YES makes them fresh.. nd i cnt ignore em.

In this heart... many memories have stayed... nd left.
Its just YOUR love.. the time we spent talking.. the fun we had.... Its still there in my heart... buried deep somewhere...

When you talk of your present happy life.. i miss th best time of my life... The time i spent talking to you... walking with u... holding you.....
The day u agreed... nd laughed watching me go crazy.... the days i spent rehearsing those three words to myself...

the day i heard those 3 magical words from you... the time when we cried together cuz we couldnt meet.

The time u asked me not to go ..anywhere.. not to hang up... cuz u wanted to hear my voice...

Honey...um still there... Its u who has left... its u who changed ......

3 comments:

PoisOn CoAtEd ELiXir said...

sometimes its nice to stand and take in everything that life has offered.
thats the only way we "live" life.
experiencing it would make no sense if u dont stop ourselves and feel it too ;)

Cupid's Best Pal said...

ah

stopping by nd feeling it seems good.

but wen life becomes so monotonous.. then there's nothing left to LIVE in it...

nd PS--> Its never nice to stand nd take in if life offers..such pains :)

u must be someone with a big heart :)

Just Another Person said...

maybe its a change for the worse, but its a change nevertheless. Hurt for a while if you must, but i think you have to make yourself see the bigger picture and move on, not for any girl but for yourself. :)

Love your blog!