Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Insomniac WAS the new word for me.
I had actually started behaving like one. Talking over the phone all night long.And having the time of my life.
Mum thought i was going mad... talking to myself... nd smiling all day long. Had to charge my cellphone all day long. Sms packs knew no count. The nights passed just so easily. Smiling, talking, giggling, and loving.
In the evening, i still remember, i'd go swinging my arms like a kid. Yeah... that's the word.. A kid!

I actually turned into a kid.. suddenly thinking that everyone loves me and all... being happy nd smiling nd dancing my days.

And the so called flirt morphed into a committed lover!

But the fact that almost killed me was... the SHE realized that she was a kid when she said she loves me. It was an immature decision.

Ah... My honey dint understand... she dint know ... that we lovers... we lovers are immature and kiddish throughout our life.

Cuz wen it comes to love... its all about losing your maturity....

i am immature.. and that's y um typing this!!

i am immature... and maybe that's why i have loved u till now..

and maybe.. i'll keep loving u.. i'll be immature all my life... whenever it comes to u... :(




Insomniac IS the new word for me.
I have actually started behaving like one. Crying with the phone in hand all night long.And expecting her to call up... or even msg.
Mum doesn't know that um going mad... talking to myself... nd sobbing all day long. I dont even know where my phone is right now. I don't even get it recharged... i don't feel like talking to anyone. The nights just refuse to pass. Lying, thinking and crying silently.

And the so called Lover morphed into a blogger.........

4 comments:

PoisOn CoAtEd ELiXir said...

hey, come on!
everyone is essentially the same.
unfortunately/fortunately, ur not the only one.

PoisOn CoAtEd ELiXir said...

hey, come on!
everyone is essentially the same.
unfortunately/fortunately, ur not the only one.

Nags said...

i cried reading ur posts.. i dont want to type any empty consolations here, except.. hope you feel better soon.

i went thru a similar state some time back and my blog bears the scars.. this too shall pass..

♥busy_writer♥ said...

i really hope you feel better soon..

p.s-thanks for visiting my blog.
blogrolled u :)